Degrassi Meme: Favorite Male Character
I don’t know why I’m scribbling this down but it’s 3 in the morning and I can’t sleep again. Usually I find myself getting lost in my thoughts, and they always instinctively wander to you. Why is that, Cam? Why is it that even when you’re gone I can’t stop thinking about you? It’s kind of inevitable now, even if I don’t want to remember you.. I could never forget. I could never forget us.
God, I feel so stupid! I’m still helplessly in love with you and you’re not even here. I met a new boy.. and everyone says he’s trouble, but that seems like exactly what I need right now. I don’t want any emotions conflicting, I could get hurt again. I feel like I won't be able to get over this.. over losing you.
Remember when you told me you just wanted to be happy? Well, did you finally find your happiness? I hope you did. I may sound bitter, and a part of me is.. but that’s all I’ve ever wanted, for you to be happy. You’re finally at peace now, right? At least that’s what I want to believe. If only I could be there with you, if only it were that easy..
I wish wherever you are, you look down at us and see how much everyone misses you. You might have felt differently at the time, but you were loved, and you still are. I’ll be thinking of you. I miss you more than words could ever describe. Oh.. and hoot does, too.
It’s been 92 days without you and counting..
when people are really rude and douchey and everyone still loves them
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